Tuesday, 13 December 2016

Five English Poems by Mahesh Paudyal






Beloved,
I have come to take you to a land
far away
where, clad in virgin greeneries
the sun looks young,
where, the mighty river of eternity flows
with the symphony of life,
where, there is neither east, nor west
where, the great civilizations sprang
before the pyramids came,
and before the Tower of Babel
divided man.


There, on the innocent rustic slopes
when autumns bloom on the mustard inflorescence
all yellow with gold–
it seems
the single strand of hair
lost from the lock of the golden-haired princess
has looped itself all over the slopes.


Long ago,
when warriors on the bank of the Mediterranean
plotted of war in Egypt or Crete
my people planted life in the soil
and sang to the serene, silent moon
all through the night!
Long ago,
when people far way
invented battles to buy even the sky
my people sang
of the Love of Radha and Krishna
on river banks.
When lords and fairies
in their stories for children
rove across the sea to kill and win
our grannies told stories of Savitri
who challenged death for Satyavan,
her love.


Come beloved!
I will take you to a land
that is neither east, nor west
that is above the map of your corrupt cartographers
yes, the land where spring drinks life
from every bead of dew,
where my mother plants songs in everything she touches
where my father plants dreams,
in every single step
and where every tree is human
every stone a deity;
come, let’s take a flight
and transcend
to the country of love
to that country of my dream
where directions dissolve into a smile
where the ocean raises its breast
for the moon to touch and kiss
and silently whispers 
the deeps sighs of love.


Come beloved, 
it is more than midnight.
We ought to be moving now!


Light on the Mountain


Weary–
a traveler, walking uphill
to claim his legacy
from his folks up there on the hilltop,
sits under a lone juniper,
heaves deep sighs of frustration
and rages out his fill–
“Didn’t the blind folk
see the vast, extensive plains
down there on the river bank?
Why did they have to rot
on the barren, rocky mountaintop
and continue to cherish
the harshest weather on earth?”


Tuned to the sophistications
of radiances in his luxury den
down there in the town—
he can no longer reckon
that the River
on whose bank he honks
the soulless slogans of banal simulacra,
is rooted on the hilltop.
It’s as the Vedas say:
Aswatha – with roots above and the shoot below!
He cannot reckon—
that civilization of men
did never spring on the plain
and mounted up the hill
like a covetous mountaineer from the West.
The river
and the civilization of men
sprung with a gush, up there, on the mountaintop
near the sky.
Down flowed the river inevitably,
and with it moved some men
to invent money and vans.

If his old grandmother
and the sick grandfather
anchor their lives
to a stone
to a cave
to the smell of the cattle droppings
to cool, refreshing water springs
to the fresh oranges that yield gold
to Nag Raj that guards their water spring
to the ruddy hills and the virgin slopes
where the honey bees hum the song of life
where butterflies and nestlings fly to play with the mountaintops—
he has no point
in puking blasphemy
at the octogenarians
that begot him!

As long as
man thrives on earth
and continues to expand his empire
over the plain,
some dim light
out of an oil lamp
will continue to glow at midnight
on the mountains
far away
silently
yes, silently!

Yashodhara

Yashodhara!
displaying silent smiles
with tempting youth mercilessly smothered among ribs
and eyes poked by tears frozen like pieces of glass,
is no less than nirvana.

There are some who silently wipe the mantelpiece
and tend to the joint transgression
bequeathed by the absconding lover,
fetch grace on bamboo baskets before daybreak from the tap,
bedeck their future in girdle clothes
and fill joy in others’ old-age cup
transforming herself into beads of perspiration.
Only then can anyone
soar far away, beyond the horizons
reach far off in the depth of the woods
dive deep into oceans
to seek panacea to life’s sorrows.

One’s capacity
to hold the heart
when besieged by a sobbing gush
or to hold tears
when in torrent they jut out
is nirvana too.

Yashodhara!
The reality you endured through
is yet another Tripitak.

Allow me to erect
a temple of yours
with bricks of reverence
on my heart’s incredible slopes
though invisible they are!


 The Gardener

The gardener belongs to the flowers
but the flowers do not belong to him.

It has always been so in the world
right from the remotest fringe of creation.

It was he who planted perspirations
in this ruddy garden as old as mountains
and made colors bloom.

Where didn’t his time, translated on flowers
reach with the flow of history?
It reached the neck of His Majesty,
the hood of the victor,
temple of the Lord,
corpse in the farthest churchyard,
hands of a lover—
and he?
For generations
he has been keeping a watch over his garden
singing the ditties of the soil.

The owner of the garden has returned home today,
after many, many years from the city.
With him has come home an old debenture
of loans, owed through generations.
He will auction the garden now.
The floral civilization will be murdered,
songs will be butchered,
verses will be eliminated,
and with that, a tender identity will be annihilated.

The owner shall be cleared of the inherited debt in a while.

What will happen of the Gardener
who raised smiles
from his heart wedded to flowers?


 Kids and the Golden Sun

In the west,
the kids, with their tender fingers
are trying to hold the golden sun
back from slipping off the Kanchenjunga!
They know—
after the sun sets
and pitch darkness spills all over
their sport can come to a stop
on the banyan-peepal mound!

Father went out, many a time
beyond the mighty Kanchenjunga
to get the slipped-off sun back;
many a time, Mother lighted the Sapura wicks
to shoo away the incoming darkness
but then, Father always returned
with a heart filled with lamentations
and Mother always returned
with a handful of darkness in her palms.

The kids know—
it’s quite a task to stand on the ocean water
and hold back the slipping sun
yet, they are bound to finish their game today itself
on the banyan-peepal mound
for, if the times slips away
it will return only as a cast-off skin.

The sun will rise again tomorrow, granted—
and there shall be light again
but, tomorrow, on the banyan-peepal mound
they won’t be inside the game
or the game won’t be inside them.
The game that is to be played now
should be accomplished today.
After the golden sun sets
and darkness comes darting
time shall return on the banyan-peepal mound
in the guise of a strange hawk
and carry the kids away
to the world of realities!

In the west,
the kids, with their tender fingers
are trying to hold the golden sun
back from slipping off the Kanchenjunga!


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